At nights I think about you
What you would have been if you had grew
If I didn’t listen to everyone
Who told me and your mommy that we’re too young
To have a daughter or a son
We were just trying to have some fun
And then the pressure had begun
We were just two young children
When all our innocence came to an end
Faced with an impossible choice
The outcome would leave our eyes moist
There wasn’t a right answer
Our bad decisions grew like a cancer
Now you’re looking down at us from heaven
This August, you would have been eleven
I’m here wishing I could have see
What you would have grown up to be
I wish I had fought for you
Back then I was too young I didn’t have a clue
What I would be giving up
Of all my regrets what i did to you is on top
I know God is angry with me
I don’t blame Him I could see
I was wrong I failed the test
I’m sorry that we put you to rest
My little angel in the sky
Looking down at us from up high
I’m sorry I never got to hold you
I’m sorry I never protected you
I’m sorry that I failed you
I’m so sorry that I bailed on you
On the responsibility I backed out
When I should have spoken up I had no mouth
I know I’ll have to answer for my sin
God’s wrath and everything that He bring
I deserve it all
Not being man enough was my downfall
I should of step up and be a man
And take care of you every way I can
I wish I could change the past
I would have ran back to you so fast
Show you everything beautiful about being alive
And fight for you each day to make sure you survive
To hold you everyday and tell you I love you
No one could take you away from me again we’re stuck with glue
I wish I got to stare into your little eyes
Give anything to hear your little cries
I wasn’t man enough to do the right thing
Imagine all the joy in my world you could have bring
Please don’t think that we didn’t care
Giving you up was so hard to bear
I hope you know that I love you
And I regret what we did to you