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Anxiety
My hands are sweaty and shaking My mind is uncontrollably pacingMy heart is racing This anxiety that I’m facing All my controll is erasingAn irrational fear, it’s time wastingIt feels like you’re infront of a crowd giving a speech Looking for words that’s out of reach Living in anticipation Fear is falling like precipitation Like…
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Self destruct
My whole life I’ve been this wayPushed everyone away, what can I sayI feel like I don’t deserve to be happyLike I earned the right to feel crappyI tend to ruin everything good in my lifeLike I’m aiming to fall on this knife Why do I self destructIt’s like I have no self conductAlmost like…
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Tired
This darkness is draining meOn a cold familiar road I seeThe sunken placeA bland tasteA feeling of not coming out this bedA feeling of being trapped in my headMy body’s feeling sore and weakFor strength and motivation I seekIt’s strange even the good memories feel sadMy brain’s downplaying every achievement I ever hadSo now it…
