Every night I go to bed all alone
Not even a single text on my phone
Thinking about these happy people
Getting married under the steeple
Wishing it was me
A happy husband I could be
No one really chooses the broken ones
With crushing pain that weighs two tons
Laying alone in this cold bed
Thinking about the life that I’ve led
Maybe I’m not meant to have someone
Maybe I’m suppose to love no one
Maybe this is the life for me
A lonely bachelor I’m supposed to be
Looking on at everyone so happy
Beautiful families are all I could see
Maybe my lineage ends with me
Maybe I’m better off alone and free
I don’t know what it feels like to be in love
To put someone else’s needs above
Your own needs feel secondary
Seeing them smile makes you merry
I wish I knew what that felt like
But fate keeps tricking me like sike!
You’ll never get that
So now alone here I sat
Convincing myself it’s ok
That I don’t have a boo or Bae
That I don’t need someone to make me happy
I know it’s a lie, I’m constantly crappy
Maybe my soul mate has been aborted
Maybe my love life was never sorted
By the powers that be
Maybe companionship isn’t in my decree
Seven billion people and I’m still alone
Maybe I got some sins to atone
Before karma could give me someone to hold
Someone to embrace and share my soul
Tell me what am I doing wrong
What flaws have I been doing all along
How can I fix this
How can I solves the problems on this list
How can I find the love that I miss
How can I taste a real love’s kiss
How can I feel wanted and bliss
How can I finally get out of this abyss