I feel like all I do is fight for your attention
And all I get rewarded with is tension
You make me feel like I ask for too much
When the truth is it isn’t such
Of too much to ask
You make me feel like our conversations is a task
Like I have to keep proving that I’m still here
You break me down and leave me bare
Picking apart all of my flaws
Ripping my self esteem with those long claws
Paying me the bare least
Of attention for me to feast
And stay hook on your stupid one liners
Keep me wrapped up like I’m wearing blinders
You blame me for everything that goes wrong
Over and over like a repetitive song
I keep going over your words all day long
If I reply to it, back to me it turns around
Safety is out of bound
Trying to make me out to look like the crazy one
I guess this is how you get your fun
Picking a fight and then crying
When I call you out on it you say I’m lying
To you, the only person that matters is you
I’m the liar and everything you say is true
You always try to play the victim role
Like you’re the angel and I have no soul
Always making me apologize for stuff you did
Silence me and cutting my sentences in mid
You always turn every topic about you
You feed off of compliments and your ego grew
In the beginning you was so compassionate and nice
Now you’re so hard and cold like ice
You already got what you wanted from me
I fell for your trap it was plain to see
You had me blaming myself for all this
The narcissistic signs that I absolutely miss
I didn’t realise you were controlling me
And how damaged I would be
To let you have so much power over me
And be so blind I couldn’t see
That you wanted someone you could control
A heart in your hand that you could hold
And squeeze when you’re feeling bored
Or stab it with a sword
An absolute power to manipulate
Me walking in your path I guess it was twisted faith