My hands are sweaty and shaking
My mind is uncontrollably pacing
My heart is racing
This anxiety that I’m facing
All my controll is erasing
An irrational fear, it’s time wasting
It feels like you’re infront of a crowd giving a speech
Looking for words that’s out of reach
Living in anticipation
Fear is falling like precipitation
Like I’ve got the fear of a whole nation
My brain is circling in rotation
Feel like I’m waiting for something to happen
To understand why my vision is blacken
I’m feeling so jittery
Trying to calm down so bitterly
Where’s the medication, the alpraz
It isn’t working as fast as it has
My brain is running tracks
Making the fear feel like it’s facts
I’m feeling rev’d up with no way to go
My self control is at an all time low
It feels like you’re trapped in a box
Sinking in the ocean dragged down by rocks
It’s like you’re waiting for something huge
Like and explosion but the bomb is diffuse
Like you’re waiting for the timer to run down
Waiting for a loud sound
Nothing is really coming
But my mind is constantly humming
The same song
That’s something is about to go wrong
It’s unbearable this heat
While I’m standing on shaky feet
My body is feeling so weak
To find something to ground me I seek
But I’m in the hot seat
In my ears I could hear my heartbeat
I’m living in fight or flight
You can’t understand my plight
I feel like a lonely fella
In a storm with a broken umbrella